Friday, November 28, 2008

2nd post,
Edited/*

You're the voice inside my head.

I miss you &it’s too hard to bare.
I know you are busy. I should be, too.
I know you have a life. I do, too.
But I just can’t stop thinking of you ):
(It’s making me sick like becoming so so so weak.)

It’s not your fault.
When will you come back ?
I miss you so..
26November08
1st lepak session at Sims Drive.
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On the cab, Angela&Fish (L) :)


I got really bored ):

So were these people.

The rest came late. Some were stuck in the rain.

&We ordered Chicken Chop Yo :)

When time pass slowly, you'll see faces like this.


It's never bored to have these people around :D

Thursday, November 27, 2008


我真的很不高兴 ):

Rainy days don't hype shine up.
I don't like rainy days. It only brings my mood down.
I don't like rainy days. It only reminds me of your sweetness.
They don't help to bring me your text, they don't help to bring you here.
They don't change you back to who you used to be.

See, Rainy days only made shine's imagination run wild.
Me No Like.

So, everybody sing along with me ~
Rain rain go away go away go awayyyyyyyy.....

&Shine,
Please stop whining about the past like a kid.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday , Angeline .

Words and actions are simple.
Thus, just remember those who love you
&think of friends who care for you.
(: Learn to think for yourself.
I haven't forgot the surprise i promised.
Love you, bitch.


Party over at Powerhouse was alright.
I tell you, i can't stand the same people walking up and down.
As if they got the satisfaction of squeezing through people.
& worst of it is that.. they don't even say ' excuse me '

Pictures
Yo!
You can stand there moving bit by bit for approx 30 mins
before reaching the bouncer.

Random shots by Angela(L)

This is blockhead ilene.
Careless enough to leave her camera in cab.
It's 600+ for goodness sake ):

Random again -.-

All time favourite <3

Pictures outside prata house yo!

Why are they laughing?

Smart Boy, Gary, toppled the sugar.

Evil enough to pour back
&trick Ilene and me into taking it.
Okay, we're smart.


{L}

Enaw(L)

Craaaze(L)
Inclusive of more people
like gary nana and co.

I've got the best cliques, what more i got to fear?
I'm a happy girl (:

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.


My heart aches each time i can only view you in friendster.
I don't know what changes you. I don't know what got over you.
I don't know. I don't know.

I hate it when i've to use G's account to view you.
I hate it when i know i can't get close to you.
I hate it when you receive comments from so many girls and not me.
I'm jealous why fugly bitches can go near you and i'm so far away.
I'm jealous that Huiyin gets to take picture of the latest you and i can only view it.
Fuck. I detest you on dope. Because it's so not you.

I miss times when you fetch me back to hostel from school.
-Buying kinder bueno for LY because i ask you to do so as in return a favour.
-Being honest when i've never forbid you from smoking.
-Apologising every lil single mistake you made when i'm not even angered by it.
-Giving me your stud when i made a fuss that i needed a stud so that i'd do my tongue piercing.
-Buying me an apple a day to keep the doctor away.
-Stupid fuck faces you give when i'm throwing tantrums
.
&so much more..


How can i have you back ):
I guess, the only turn back point is when i made ultimate changes
&when i go all out for you. Prolly, that's when i'll be an attention to you.
Sigh,

I miss you truckloads hun...

Monday, November 24, 2008

No matter how hard i try,
your picture still stays in my mind.
Not the same you.

Don't look down on me.
Because when i'm determined to do something,
I'll put in my preeminent effort.

Me don't like.
You stupid useless junkie.
And all the girls around you
(Jealousy kills)
I really don't likeeeeeeeeeee.
I feel like crying but that doesn't help in getting you back.

Months, you see..
( To be exact, 9 months 26days.)
we haven't been in contacts.
You've changed, much.
However, you're still you - D
I miss you still...

Teach me how.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

edited *\

Lost but not forgotten.

Dear you,
I still think of you when I am alone.
&sometimes even when I am with everyone else.
Sometimes it is hard to forget, way too hard.
And when I remember, I can't stand the pain- hopelessness, desperation and infinite sadness.
The worst part is that I remember everything we did,
everything we said, everything we shared.
But now it feels as if only I shared it.
):


Have you ever had to deal with, your biggest mistake,
harder to handle, but easier to take ?

imy, D