Blow me kisses ♥

Confidence will come as the fat goes.

2011-08-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Still too lazy to update the blog. I really wanna turn this s-expensive.bs into a photo gallery.
Yea, Maybe i should. Facebook is not enough to show.

Wait again!

2011-05-11T15:56:00.003+08:00

" Men. They are all the same. If you're not pretty, skinny or rich, they won't hang onto you. "

How true. Fml big time.

2011-04-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm still somewhere here.

Ask me why i haven't been blogging? I'm not sure if there's anyone who'd still stop by @ s-expensive.
I can't really be bothered as well. I just felt like coming onto this page today and leave some words.

Honestly, I don't want it to be dead. I just don't know what to do with it.
I can't keep posting all the pictures and add some captions.
It bores me. I bet it bores yall as well, hur?
I don't know what to do with all the overloading of pictures i have in my documents. I wanna share.
Yea, i would do that, someday, when i feel like it.

Why am i such an attention seeker?
Ugh. I'll do it next week.

Dear Santa, all i want for Christmas is to fit in clothes which are 1size smaller than what i am wearing now.

2010-12-11T18:52:00.002+08:00

2010-11-07T18:04:00.008+08:00

On halloween, i was suppose to be dressed up as a kittykat. Okay, i forgot to bring my kittykat ears and i ended up buying one round ears @ Daiso. Apparently, i ended up looking like a mouse =.-
Neh mind, you shall judge.

Halloween was a hella fun @ St. James with everyone dressed up. Pretty amazed with the 'checking of ID' I don't know how the bouncer do that when most of the people are with painted face. HAHAHAHAHA! Anyway, I'm so looking forward to 2011's Halloween.
I CAN'T FUCKING WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT :>

2010-11-05T02:34:00.007+08:00

I wished i was on weeds.

2010-11-03T18:49:00.001+08:00

All these pictures are about a month old.
Puffy eyes. But i like how it were that night.
Mm, I just like it. ^^

I have hella loads of pictures but ah, forget bout those overdue ones.
Halloween pictures coming up soon (:
Kitty kat, bunnies, zombies ... heh heh.

2010-10-26T01:44:00.008+08:00

Hi. Life hasn't been good.
I don't want to go on ranting bout what all has passed.
Bye.

2010-09-28T18:18:00.001+08:00

This month hasn't been going smoothly for me.
If i had to describe it, it was terrible.

First, my diet somehow failed. It wasn't going as fast as i expected.

Secondly, i dropped not a small amount of cash while walking on the street.

Lastly, working in F1 should be the most awesome thing that happened this month. However, i lost one small part of my life over there. And working in the event with my crews taught me another lesson. It's not a good experience, tho.

Because it's my first year in the event and because i'm new to everything. I needed help and support from my crews. They were fun, cool & nice people, really.

On the first day of work, i casually briefed them on how things work for me. I told them to feel free and easy bout working with me and another supervisor. And most importantly, not to feel pressurized because i don't like strict atmosphere. My actions told them i wanted an equal status and i wanted them to feel easy and try to put my status aside. I trusted them and treated them as friends.

Apparently, that was not how 1 out of the 8 of us thought things should work. The one person had to betray this trust by stealing. No, i don't know who is the one. As much as i hate the fact that my phone got stolen from my bag, i still hoped it was not stolen by my crews. Because there is this bond which was built up while working together. Disappointed.

I posted message on the wall telling (the one) how much my phone meant to me,etc. But it isn't working. I know it's kinda stupid. But i still hoped that he/she would feel for my loss but.. my phone hasn't been retrieve )':

Really, I'm still not recovering from this phone-lost-trauma. There are somethings in it which have not be backed up ): I miss my phone, very badly.

2010-08-27T03:17:00.000+08:00

I gave up trying to be like one of them. I wanna be different but I'm tired of putting on a pretense.
Sorry, I'm not ready to put my feelings into words yet. I... ugh.

I fucked up. I barely know who i am anymore.

2010-08-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

Say "HELLO" to Kaden Chng.
Rino, Bai and Me went over to his crib to give him surprise visit. Well, he wasn't surprised at all >:
Anyway, look at these pictures. He changed alot, hur?
Now like a handsome only. HAHAHA!

o6/o8
We went over to Zhen ning's place after partying @ PH.
So, these pictures were taken at 7am in the morning.

Wait, I <3 his room. It's like walking into a candy shop.
As you can see, his room is like a girl's room. ^^

Alright, I'm done with these pictures.
Am starting to love taking pictures using webcam ^^
I haven't got myself a usb port, so couldn't use my kitty cam ):
Enough typing. Ciao!

2010-07-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

25th @ D'fly (:
Apart from YSL & CLWT, all the others are new friends made that night :/

Hello Trababy :D! She's drunk, i likexzs (Y)

2010-07-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

It has always been like this. Nothing changes between you and me.
This breaks my heart. I don't know how to explain these that i feel for you,
but i want you to know I'm trying, very hard, to get your attention.

Don't push me away the next time i feel close.

2010-07-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

I wish I was anorexic, everything would be better,

and people love me, cause I’d be pretty and skinny.

I have a goal now. I want to lose 10kgs in 2weeks.
I don't know how to achieve that. >: I need a brain blast.
Liquid diet? Stop eating? Gyms? Hours of walking? I don't know.
I will have to figure it out . & by all means, I'll do it.

2010-07-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with collar bones and hip bones now.
& maybe rib bones if they don't look that scary >:
They look lovely, with or without the clothes. Manxzs.
I'm still too too too faaaaat to see these bones ):

I want to wear low hip shorts without having look-like-tyre-of-fats being squeezed out,
V necked tops, tube and tanks that'll reveal sexy collar bones.
Gawd. Little imagination is putting a smile onto my face. (Happy face x 10)

It's still a big step to these bones, though. But i'll work hard towards it.

No joke. I can't wait.

2010-07-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

Heroines Part II

2010-07-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

Heroines Part I

2010-07-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO! I'm still kicking alive.
& I'm gonna update this site soon (:
I'm serious. It's gonna be like a photo album for the next post ._.

Buhbyeeeeeee<3

2010-06-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

Someone told me something really hurtful last week.
(I'm sorry, i don't know how to put it into words and share it with y'guys)
It hurts so badly that i needed someone to give me a bear hug.
It's not like i don't know about it. I knew it long before i was told a hundredth times.
I know how reality works. I know how i can't run away from it. I just feel like putting on a pretense.
Yea, till that fateful night, someone has to disclose my secret getaway and put me back on track.

The (x) on the left chest doesn't feel comfortable now.
It feels like it has a stone weighing on it >: The lungs are like lack of oxygen.
I get goosebumps at times. And feel like someone pinches my chest.
Exaggerating, it may sound. But tell me, how could this feel so real now.

>: This time feels very different from the ones i get every once or twice a month.
I hope it's a symptoms of the coming of my menstruation.
Because these mixed feelings are killing me inside.

2010-06-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don’t realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

-Recordedbutterflies.

2010-06-05T02:41:00.000+08:00

Friends are people who comes around and be there for you.
They share your burden, problems and your happiness.
They are also the people who often take you for granted.
1. You're to share their burden.
2. You're to solve their problem.
3. You hear their happiness but never activate it.
You faces more problems than usual. Your + Their problem goes back to oneself.
Then, these problems weigh you down.
It's a double reverse cycle, realize it?

2010-06-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

Hello existing souls.

Life hasn't been good. Why?
Now, read me.

I'm down with rashes all over my face.
Both cheeks are swelling which makes my lips out of place. Distortion.
You can imagine a hot air balloon with polka dots now. -laugh your ass at me now-

I am not feeling good about myself.
I am having this binge eating disorder_|_
It's already bad nuff' to gain back the weight i lose at a fast rate.
The worst part is, i don't know what causes me to binge eat.

I'm spending my money to nowhere.
If i had only bought a few items then where are the remaining cash?
K, so i think i am a ah sia kia who gets $500 allowance from my sibey rich parents,
& apart from that, i can swipe credit/visa card to get any/everything.
Back at reality, I am squeezing out the tiny bits from my (skinny) piggy bank, now.
I just realize that i'm almost using up all my savings. (For my degree & for slimming.)
Naiseee(Y)

Few dickholes think that i am a mama san.
Eh seriously, are you paying me the same rate or higher than the market rate paid to the mama san(s)?
Else, you think i have A' class whores around me?
Really, fuck off. I'm not paid to work as a Mama neither am i out to sell my girlfriends.

I'm not ready to face the world yet.
I know time is running out but i ......

still need some time to grow up.

2010-05-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

22May10,
powerhouse with china-feel.

2010-05-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

Arab street with the old ones (: It was near good old times with them around.
The only difference is that, we're all grown ups now.

Overdue pictures @ Powerhouse ^^

2010-05-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

16729.) Everyone thinks I’m really happy and bubbly and that I brush off insults and get over it… but really, I’m just so angry on the inside. It’s starting to overwhelm me.

2010-05-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

18thMAY10
Supposed to go for job hunting @Bugis with Na.
But we ended up spending more. Good job(Y)

Thereafter, meet Kw to JB for Seafood. *wink2*

10thMAY10

I conjectured that it'd be a good day with Na & new friend Kw.
& because of (xxx) ^^

But you know........ it turned out otherwise ):
Ugly truth were all spilled after the date with him.
It's not my bad. He cheated. *Spit on him*
Kw brought us into JB for Abalone noodle(:
- New friend's a nice guy- I likexzs!

2010-05-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

I can't remember which random blog i chanced upon and saw this quote.
& I just made an assumption that we're reading the same storybook by Jodi Picoult.

“Things that break - be they bones, hearts, or promises - can be put back together but will never really be whole."
- Jodi Picoult.

There's a sad truth in this.

2010-05-21T03:19:00.000+08:00

There's nothing left more to say.

All that's left is empty words and some dismay.

2010-05-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

No doubt i am a plain idiot who knows nothing about you.
Don't ask. I am dying of stupidity. I just downgraded myself.
I need time alone. Fuck off, far away.

2010-05-10T01:03:00.001+08:00

He's not angry with me, is he?
): I miss kiddo B.

2010-05-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

This entry maybe very wordy. Give it a pass it you don't wanna read essay.
I just need somewhere to rant it out.
*No names involved to avoid troubles/misunderstanding*

I've heard things about you. (about how you're doing now & all)
You're doing good in school, r/s and family. That's good(:

{ Your birthday is near. Expect more to come out from these, happy girl.

You probably don't visit @S-expensive.BS so often anymore
because you've been missing in my life for as long as a year.
I believe i didn't exaggerate because it had been so long since we last met.
The little things we used to share are not what we're doing now.

Do you realize that every once in a while we talk over the net are about *meeting up soon*
& we've never done that? We're always putting blame on each other busy lives
and finding excuses to skip that.
Yea, don't lie about not being awkward on meeting up after such a long time.
Don't say you don't. (Because only YOU don't)
Don't compare the times you have with your girls after not meeting up for months and none of you feel awkward on a sudden gathering (Can i assume because you're out with a group) while, me always saying that "very awkward ley" Think about how i felt when you said that to me.

Each time, when i think about taking the initiative to call/text you, I'd hesitate.
Because i failed too many times. I always get rejections or replies like "I didn't receive your message" which will lead us to quibble. I don't like it & i know you don't, too.

This bond between us is stretching wide apart causing it to be thinner. I'm really afraid it'll snap like a rubber band. I don't know how long more I can hold on to this. It's like we're always waiting for each other to make the first move. So, who's gonna make the first move? You're tired of this guessing game, are you? I am.

It's the past that we created that i look back at times.
I'm still clinging onto this last hope in you.

& if you know, I'm strained from these.

This post may seem random, but it says all.

2010-05-05T16:50:00.013+08:00

Part II

01/05

Went over to Nana's place before heading to powerhouse that night.
Kelly sudden visit was awesome. I miss her companion, ttm.
Together, we left house at 12am to St. James

Hey, I'm the man. (If you can see)

29/04

Movie with this 2 girls then to club nana to join the others._.

I love the effect of these pictures, canxzs :D:D:D

28/04

St. James to celebrate 'singaladies' day.
(Targetting at sweetluv, nanalawletta.)

2010-05-02T17:09:00.011+08:00

Shall i make this post full of pictures?
Because i have like (this many) pictures to post over here.
I'll probably make it into 2 parts.
& because i'm very lazy to go on an elaboration of the events. I'll just make caption, k?
Alright, here you go...

Part I

23/04/10 Movie marathon day.
Movie with cunt face Alastiar, Aunty Shalinda and Angelic Mag @ Amkhub.
Ip Man2 was awesome (Y)
Thereafter the movie, i rushed home to freshen up and met up with these Na & Bai.

Combo plus.

Went to Club Nana after movie ._.

The morning-after-a-long-night look. HAHAHA!

Overdue pictures.

2010-04-16T00:09:00.005+08:00

Tuesday:
Hot pot for lunch with the Mar and Shal @ Chinatown. Mm, Not so bad.
But they just had to make it look disgusting by playing with the left overs _|_

After getting our stuff done,
Mar brought Shal and me to a really nice dessert place @ Outram Park - Sugar Granny.
That place has good ambience and serves awesome mango and durian sago (Y)

You guys should really try it ^^
It's just somewhere very near the Outram Station (:

Wed night with the girls,

I don't like zouk. Urgh
Hopefully, we get a real girl's night out next week ^^
Or maybe, this coming weekend? :D:D

On the side note,
Time pass really slowly when you have nothing to do):
I'm practically waking up to be an aimless bum everyday.
I don't know what to do and where to go.
I wanna do something fun, something exciting but I'm lost.
I don't know who to ring up becos' it seems like everyone has their stuff to attend to.

Mom had been consistently nagging at me to start hunting for a job since the day i graduated.
But, hello? I just graduated last week. I don't wanna start work anytime so soon.
I want to have some personal pace for me to play, relax and party.
I will start hunting for a job after I'm done with all these. I will.

2010-04-11T18:29:00.012+08:00

School, see you again, hopefully, in july (:

Dthd1 0916A (:

Hello kids,

Do you know you guys were really lovely and wonderful people?

Unlike other classes which i heard were having politics and (bla) problems,
we had fun in school, after school, before exams and after exams.
We shared notes, exam tips and all the fun together.

All the time spent together during/after school/exams and the trip to Genting was amazingly fun, really. I enjoyed myself with y'guys.

Thank you for being such nice classmates for this memorable 10 months (:

Me, so gonna miss all of you )':

2010-04-09T15:30:00.002+08:00

How many times in your life can you meet great companions?

- My classmates make good company ♥

Just weeks before today, i was complaining about all the killing assignments
followed by the exams. The last 4 modules in this course kicked us hard in our asses.

Neh mind,
Now,I'm done with school, over with exams. (x300 happy faces)

Anyway, i got (these many) pictures to upload.
I got one whole list of things to post.
Not today, tho. Soon after i reformat my computer ^^
Probably after Sunday (: Wait for me, okayyyyyyyy?!
Looove chuu <3

2010-04-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

Looking at all the people I once mingled around with..
(Primary school, Amk, Secondary school, Town, Parties, Grace Haven then MDIS)
I am, probably, the only one who hasn't move on to lead an exciting live.

Life had been mundane ever since i narrowed my social circle.
I'm all about school to home to school to home and repeat. _|_

That's so.. unlike me.
FML.

2010-03-31T03:30:00.002+08:00

Please wait. Just for another 1 week.
I'm preparing for my year end exam.

): there's like a few pages of things i want to post, canzxs!

2010-03-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

Charlie Angels,

Hello? I'm still here, not dead yet.
I'm very(x100) busy with school !
Assignments were over on Monday. It was a silent killer, really.
Now, I've got to deal with time and cells killer - exams ):
Yea, Stress >[ But, me = happy girl :D:D!
(How can i feel sad when I have wonderful classmates surrounding me?)

Friends:
Yep Yep Yep! I know I had been a real ass to y' people.
Esp, Gary, B.A.I, Nana & Co. - I'll make it up for the fun i missed out.

I know it's quiet over at this space now.
I have heaps of pictures to upload into here. I need time, though.
Wait for me kkkkk!

2010-03-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

Do you...

worry about having no one by your side when you need someone really badly?
keep your weekend for your bff(s) but it turns out that they've got plans for themselves?
have friends who are actually not your friends?
sit in a park alone just because you feel like it?
laugh to yourself when boredom struck?
cry when you chance upon a blog of beautiful&awesome people and are envy/jealous?
(cos' they have pretty faces, hour glass figures, things they get the minute they ask for it & rich fuckers)
ask yourself 'why' for everything that upsets you, happen on you?
pray to believe everyone and everything is perfect but it will never be?
break down on bus ride and it's a stranger who offered a comfort - tissue?
feel suck-y to see everyone has someone to rely on but not you?
have no one to understand you?
(It's not that you have no one to turn to but that someone takes forever to understand you)

Also, You need to accept the cruel fact -
the world is crumbling down only on you. You have no one else but you to shield yourself.
& At times, you just feel like walking out, slam the door and don't turn back.
So, Do you(...)?

To all these, i do. I do.

2010-03-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

27th.
Me, Mag, Ali&Cia's friends over @ Powerhouse.
Suppose to meet J before heading towards St James.
But late queen(me) screws up his plan. (Serve me right)

Kkkkkkk. 2 pictures only whuttttt!

Outside Vivo (:

After this picture was taken, I peeled an orange (which was meant for Kz's visiting) and started eating. K, nobody would do that outside vivo and before going into a club. I'm serious.
Me = First.

._. K, you can slowly see. I likexzs many many pictures.

After club.
Can see the differences shown on our face before and after club nottttt?!

I like how Alicia looks in here.
- Soaked hair. Melted face. & the only thing intact is the b-tiful eyelashes(Y)

Had difficulty getting a cab ): We waited for more than half an hour.
People who walked all the way to the junctions were idiots who can't read signs.
' No alighting and picking up. '

Oh, weather is at an average of 32 to 34 degree everyday.
I can't stand this humid weather. I'm perspiring now. _|_

2010-02-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Day 1 & 2 were spend at Granny's place
in Malaysia, Segamat. ( Fyi, a village.)

Have y'guys seen or play POP before when you were in your childhood?
I used to play this(POP) when i was 7 or 8 years old until Singapore had it got prohibited ):

After 10 years.. I'm playing it again(: (: Reminiscing.

& i get to set up and shoot off fireworks (: Do you?

' kong ming deng ' (Sky Lantern)
We had to write our wishes down on the lantern.

Why?

I was told that when the lantern rises up and float in the sky, deities will see it and fulfill these wishes for us. (A myth)

No harm giving it a try. My 1st time know! -Excited-

2 days spent over at grandparent's place were awesome.(Like it always did for every year)

I get to see my cousins from Maternal sides and my childhood friends(: ( I only get to see them like at least once a year)
Ramli burgers are famous in this small village. A must-have for my brothers and me when we are staying over here. You know, the taste of the burger is just so different from the ones we have in Singapore.
People staying in this village are cery welcoming and friendly. It's like, everyone in the village know each and other.
Life in village is very different from living in cities. Fresh air, it's all green.
I see me playing in the yard, catching the chickens and getting rid of grasses.(Reminsce)

These are not enough to tell you how much i love going over to my grandparent's place.

This house, these people, these places bring me back to my childhood. It brings me back to where i grew up. Getting close to strangers and know they'd love me as one of them. Eating fresh vegetables which were planted using own hands. And know it's healthy because these green things are well taken care by ourselves.

There's so much more to say (....)

2010-02-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

Double O (:

Bai, faster come here take our picturessss!

2010-02-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

I know i'm lost.
I know it's stupid to wait for something which is not going to happen.
I know it all.

You never know.

Fml.

2010-02-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

It takes no time to fall in love but it take years to know what love is.
How true.
I can't figure out how you stole my heart.
Now i'm left heart-broken.

2010-02-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

Overdue pictures @ powerhouse.

2010-02-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

24th, Rebel ._.
*Scream* I likexzs(Y)
Before rebel we were over @ Lunar for Lychee Martini :)!

Girls' thang.
(I don't know why i <3>

A guy walked past when she was making this post.
& i see cia's blushing.

Cia : Profile picture sia.

._. i swear, candid.

The girls,

At the bar (:
The bartender is cuteeeee :}

Cia cannot already. After taking this nicely taken pictures(...)
HAHAHAHA!

So, cia was drunk that night. (She can't remember a single thing after we left zirca(Y)
Kehsz, me hitting the limit already._. (At least i rmb everything)

Wilson told me a joke which cracked dem' up that night.

Cia : Hold hand hold hand, go in dance!
Me : Huh? Where's my hand?
(Me don't have any impression of this part)

That's really _|_
Ya, i don't think i said that. Yes, definitely not me.
Must be alicia! Must be she ask question answer herself, right! LOL
(Shake head, deny, not me.)

2010-01-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

Didn't have to go to school yesterday.
So, wed was a late night out with C.Angels ^^ (Rebel)
-talk about it after i get the pictures from Cia :)

Before i went to meet C.Angels, met up with J.
He came over to pick me up and we headed over to Lao pa sat for his dinner.
Had an argument over the pronunciation of his name _|_ ( like childish onley~)
Thereafter, he brought me to marina barrage :D!

^^

Oh ya, talk about schooooool !
I just realise that my lecture lasts for approx 1hr 30 mins - 2 hrs daily.
Nice(Y) & after careful calculations, i came up with a conclusion.
Adding up all the hours in school < holidays given by school management.
So, i pay school fees to go on a holiday _|_

2010-01-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Everytime you speak of love, i like to think it's me.

I got way in too fucking deep.

2010-01-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

So.. i thought XMY fell sick and went over to visit him at his place.
Me = thoughtful friend (Y)
My very nice friend then told me because he felt bored and wanted a companion.
_|_ Jurongggg ley. Very far, know!

Look at his cat, how cute ^^
She look like furball, hur? She weighs about 8kg.
8kgggg sia. As heavy as a pack of rice.

xmy act cute, play with her using a paper fan -.-

): She scratch me on my index finger. Painfullllllll, know!
She very unfriendly. Don't wanna talk to me. Don't wanna play with me.
Caaats ~

Oh ya, i received my results already.
Kinda disappointing. I expected As. But i got a B for marketing ):
Never mind, still got another 2 papers to sit for.
Hopefully.. A(s)

2010-01-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

I miss the way you make me laugh without trying.
I miss your pouts that makes me feel like kissing.
I miss your smile that makes me forget my name.
I miss you, kikiluv.

2010-01-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

My lecturer chased me out of class because i laughed.

'
'

Practically, 1/2 of the class were having mini talks just minutes before i broke out into laughters.The thing is he didn't stop the mini talks which was f.irritating.( I think it is) But when i laughed, (it sounded like hiccups. 2times, i hiccuped. ) he got a sudden 'flare up' attack and you know what happen next.
'GET OUT' he screamed.

Please tell me anyone other than me get chased out of class in a private school
so that I'll feel (very) much better.
Fml, big time.

2010-01-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

16th, Arena :D
Polar's back in singapore ^^

My camera had it's first time in club (Y)

_|_ Look at that spastic smile. Fml.

Alicia, Polar & Lynn.

I like the contrast!

Spot Alicia.

Camera spam-ism.

We how many years old already?
8 years :D:D

Players,

Had enough of these picturessssss?! HAHAHA
That night was more on, polar bear & that girl, vid(..)
Had fun, tho. Hello? They're fun-lovers.
Ah, alcohol that night was not cool. Eww.

2010-01-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

(^,^)

New site, new skin. I like (Y)

I got i-lost-count-of-pictures to be uploaded.
Apparently, i think blogger hates me.
All my pictures taken using camera cannot be uploaded.
Please tell me why! ):

2010-01-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

Helloooo! I just moved. You're at - S-expensive@bs

TestingOut

2010-01-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

I got the clarification form from the very nice doctor.
She says that I am NOT contagious.

Which means, i can go ahead with the fun @ Genting ^^
3 days 2 nights (Y)

I need to wear a mask, tho.
To hide my hideous pox-ies face. Nabey.

My dad offers to pay me a hundred and twenty bucks to not go to Genting.
A good offer. Rejected. I want fun.

I heard we owned the coach. Means, own people no outsider.
Hahahahahaha! I am fucking excited now.

Okay, please go and pack your bag now.
I must leave at 8pm. Don't be late, shine!
Go now.

2010-01-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

I need to change this ugly template.
I need to move to a new site, a new url.

I asked like i-lost-count-of-people to think of my new url
& i get back all these:

shineisboring@bs - I know i am, i can't remember who!
kickherass@bs
sheisdumbshine@bs -Van, don't use my emaaaaaaaaaaaaail! & i'm smart!
ironichronic(whatever)@bs
lafemme@bs
dontblog@bs - Soo, don't blog? then i won't be asking for a new blog url!?!!!
ithinkweihaoiscool@bs - Weihao, you can suck my toe.
iamaboyhunterhahaha@bs - Lynette, yourself is one clinging onto 10000 guys. Don't drag me down you maggot! >(
Hello-i-am-shine@bs
Shine-pox@bs i'll recover in no time, fag!
love-me-shine@bs
shiney@bs

Look at what my nice friends have for me :/
there are still tons of it which i don't wanna list >;
_|_

Nehmind, i can think for myself.
Yoursunitshines@bs?
Shineee@bs?

Okay, sounds wrong (X)
Arigato lorhxzs

2010-01-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

I'm saying goodbye to 2009
but I'm not ready to say hi to 2010.

How? 2 more hours only.

2009-12-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

I need Mom.

I need Mom to clean my back for me.
I need Mom to cook an extra meal for me.
(b'cos i can't eat what they eat)
I need Mom to be creative because i don't want to eat the same thing again.
I need Mom to buy me cooling stuff like coconut.
I need Mom to wash my dirty clothes.
(Esp this period. Cos i'm changing like 3 times a day. For fuck, idk?!)
I need Mom to scream at me in a gentle way because i cry when i see reflection of me.
(No idiot will cry when they got chicken pox)
I need Mom to show me extra attention.
I need Mom to be around to whine about how frustrated i am
(to stay home do nothing except TV & coming online)

Mom says : Big baby, Crybaby.

P.S > She got so flare up with me that she used salt to make coffee for me dad.
Me drink coconut, spit coconut. Me dad drink salted coffee. 3 sips, no spit.
Laugh please.

2009-12-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

): I don't know how long this pox will take to recover.
But i'm feel really fucked up now.

2009-12-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

We should really meet up soon !

Level 8 ^^

Grey & black on coincidence.

I likexzs.

So he likes egg yolk. He licks egg yolk.

18/12
Last min plan to powerhouse.

So, alternate days of hitting the dance flo', lack of sleep
causes shine to lay sick in bed on xmas eve (Y)

Hi beautiful thang, you'll be exploring new places today.
Be good and stay close to me. Don't get lost in the crowd.
Cos, i love you so.

{Tho it's a lil too late.
Thank you, Loke.

2009-12-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

Looks like a Galleria._.

16Dec, Powerhouse.

Lastly, Happy 18th Birthday, Maaaaagg!
12Dec, Arena.
While most of the animals are partying at Zouk out.

The very nice bouncer and the very very very cute boy ^^
Ain't he cute?! He is. He's cute. He is.

I like this 2 pictures ^^

Lolli lolli, let me see you drop that body.

Birthday boy knock out.

THANKS LORHXZS! WTHF?!

Cia Lee.

Nice, the lighting, I like (Y)

9 Dec. Butter cookies @ Butter Factory.

Thanks alot uh!

The one who stole Bai's heart away. LOL!

Bai: Kiss until don't want kiss already!
Like funny ._.

Sexy chics.

Hey kidz!

Random.

Hello, ya long ^^

2009-12-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

While others are enjoying this christmas, I'll be striving for the papers.
Nice(Y) Work hard. You know you so gonna break the rules and go partying tomorrow.
You've already foreseen it. Wonderous. Applause now.

Please study now so that you can go party without carrying a tiny feel of guilt with you at the dance floor tomorrow. Be good, shine.

Happy Mugging :D

2009-12-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

School is cool because I see fancy in this guy in my school.
[He fucking look like Edward Cullen]
Okay. My classmates say He's my energy booster. (Y)

The fact is, i don't even know his name _|_

Whatever. Just some random picture.

This is T, i don't know if you can see his face.
Apparently, not. Because he back faced the camera.

Then, mom bought me a mini cactus and placed it infront of my desktop.
Nice. I don't know for what, tho. But i like (Y) It looks cute.
& know what, i touched it. It don't poke me hard and cause me pain.

In class today ^^
I tell you. This girl here got a problem.
She likes to draw fugly on my skin. But look at her hand now.
It has such cute moo moo. By ME, okay!

She uses this for bus ride ^^

Before and after( Look like some sick cow_|_)

I got tons of things to look forward to.
E.g. Christmas eve party, New year Eve party, Genting trip, Bangkok & Koreaaaa ^^
Best part is, school hasn't end. Exam aren't over. And i'm talking about fun.

W.ever, catch me around.
Or spot the 'edward' for me in school :D:D

2009-12-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

Zoo with classmates (Y)
Pictures, again (:

At the entrance ^^ Excited only.

Look at the lollipops KL bought for us. Like kids!

On our way in,

White faced money, the first animal we saw.

Long nose monkey & white tiger.
White tiger looks like a giant dog to me.

I want to hop like kangaroo but they ask me to stay and don't move.
Nice classmates i have.

Oh, That's Alastier & friend. ^^ How cute.

ALASTIER! DON'T BE RUDE! DON'T DIG YOUR ASS IN PUBLIC!
SAY 'HELLO' TO ALL!

Penguins

The sibeh cool horse.

My friends (: I like them <3

That's Louis with kaden on him ^^

This horse is good. Obedient (:

Oldest animal in zoo. Like cool only. The shell harder than rock.

I wanted to hug these elephants but.. ):
I see them shitting instead ):

Beautiful, flamingos are pretty know!

Louis (:

Jessica Alastier Tan and the two men.

Just before we left the zoo.

Pose for i don't know what also.

Before the camera dropped.

2009-12-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the delay,
I had to complete all the never-ending assignments given by the due date.
Okay. I guess i had it 3/4 screwed up.

So, where should i start?
Last weekend? Okay, it was hectic.
1. Thursday, double O with Lim & Co.
2. Friday, Arena with Emilynn.
3. Saturday, Pris birthday celebration.

Pictures?
These vehlie hawt babes.

How many shots? 2 x 8 = how many i drank.

My favourite(s)

Cia Friends & My friends

Flaming lambo, i like (Y)

Hit the dance floor, sexies.

I don't know who is this guy. Manfred's friend? HAHAHAHA!

After club ^^

Nice. Double O is cool. (Y) Shall we go again?

1st time dress nicely to school. Must take picture.
Okay, i'm referring to (ME)

Overdue pictures? I think this was 2 weeks ago?
Okay, we went for dinner in town @ Shokudo.

Thereafter, we went to Boat Quay to celebrate Lim's classmates birthday.
Cool kids from FB ^^

After like long time decision, decided to head over to Powerhouse.
Like nice only. Just like what i've expected.

You won't want to know what i wore there. Cos' it looks like pyjamas.
& chong, we had to like take out lim's pants for him because he word bermudas.

2009-11-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

2nd attempt to finish the assignment.
Ended up taking pictures, AGAIN!
But this time, assignment completed!

She always say i flood her camera with my pictures.
Who's calling the kettle black? - Cia Lee!

Vain pots. Say want take picture only, all go make retie hair -.-

Anything in common? Yea, we wore spectacles to school.
Charlie Angels, ley!

1st attempt to work on Economic assignment.
We ended up playing webcam with Alastier & Kaden,
gossips and then see, pictureeees _|_

2009-11-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

"I'm afraid i might fall for you."
I like you to call me ' baby '.
I like to read your text.
I like the feeling of your presence.
I like your replies even when we're at the loss of topic.
I like your text, title, name, picture, presence & everything about you.
You , alone drives sad faces away. (L)

{ I heart you, kiki♥

2009-11-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it is easier to hide from than to face reality each day.

Down Syndromes.
I hope it's not contagious.

Lack of love, i am.
Spread the love, people!

2009-11-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

Saturday @ Supper club (:

On our way there, already sibeh high.

The ticket for the event.

Just before we went in, had some drink :D

Went in, had free flow. Look at all the blushing faces.

The bartenders had some fun. Asked a girl to lick up the whip cream
which was spread across the body. Like fun seah.

Okay, the below pictures are funny. Laugh if you want to.
Cos' i'm already a leg into some never-existed-land.

Sibeh gaolat.

Last picture before I'm totally gone into that never-existed-land.

Pictures with kaden was still alright. I can still remember i took picture with him (:

But who is this?!
Mag told me it was Yam. LOLOLOL!

Fucking Hideous fuck face shine. I don't know how the hell these pictures were taken.

Coool. Bye. I'm already off & gone. Down already.

( There were alot of jokes told by alicia & mag.
Things like -
1. I broke the glass and i sat on the flo' . Don't wanna get up to the chair
& said i wanna sit down please.
2. I told them that the guy really scolded me for umpteen times.
3. I irritated Mag by asking her the same question over and over again.
4. I can't stop asking ' what's wrong with them ' & alicia had to scream at me.
5. I nearly got into a fight with some boys(which i don't remember) because he pushed me so hard that i fell.
6. I fell down like dont know how many times. Now, i have bruises on my butt.
7. I look like a total retard.
8. I vomitted and said ' I'm fine, i didn't vomit' when i did?!
9. I asked Alicia's friend question & he doubt me because he thinks i'm drunk.
10. The bartender gave me 3 cherries ^^
etc..

Right after this was dance floor with the girls (: Hawt, i like.
Tho, there were times where unpleasant things happened with i-can't-remember who.
But, it left me remembering that someone screamed at me. I remember, k!

All these girls were on the dance floor with me (:
Thank you for taking care of me. Seriously, Big thank you(s)

Same goes to Alicia's friend - Siao tong! Thank you :]

& also, my apologies to Alicia's friends (Zw & co) for the mess.
Really sorry ):

Tho, i had a lil too much of alcohol,
That party was awesome with pretty faces(point up) & seah high people in the club.
:D:D! Join me for the next party, anyone?

2009-11-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Alicia said something very right while we were on our way to school this morning.
Not exactly, tho. But she made a good point. & seriously, it kept me thinking about it.

Alicia :
If you're in a lift with 2 boys - 1 fat&ugly, 1 tall&handsome.
seconds later, you smell fart. How will you react?

Me & mag gave a lost look.

Alicia continued :
You'll look at the tall&handsome one and shift a little towards him,
give one-kind-of-look to the fat&ugly one and shun him away.

Mag : Ya. Quite true.
Me : ( Still thinking about it) Admitted that it is true.

Yea, it's true. But why?

Because..
We're judgmental.

We're materialistic.

We always think that behind a perfect book cover has a beautiful tale.
We come up with all sorts of excuses .to cover up the blemishes

Blinded by these,
we neglected the fact that perfect humans are not robot.
Hellooooo?!
Yes, back here pls.
What I'm saying includes the perfect faces & celebrities you see on air.
(They fart, dig their noises, shit. & Who knows they may be even digging their asses?)

Random but i wanna share.

2009-11-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

It represents ' me '

School is cool, don't worry (:
We'll be able to finish all the assignments given on time.
I'll not punk around with all my crap and get down to work, seriously.
(cos' von threaten to call Jh)

On a side note, i need clubbing therapy v v v badly.
Not that badly, tho. I just feel and want to go club.
I need to find some kakis. Anyone, join me?

2009-11-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

I understand that fantasies were dream and reality was life.
I should not cling onto the past and piece up the memories so that I'd rely on it.
I promise i'll derive myself from doing so and hence be brave to move on.

Hopefully, these mentioned can be done.

2009-11-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

(sorry, pictured smudged with bright lightnings.)

I could still remember vividly and portray out a scene of our secondary school days.
Though we weren't from the same clique, I feel good with this short catch up :D

2009-10-31T16:22:00.000+08:00

When we were little, life worked perfectly.
No matter what happened, everything turned out alright in the end.

As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe.
It’s not that we don’t want to, but too much has happened and we can’t.

{ i know it just doesn't make sense.

2009-10-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

I'm planning to move into a new url.
It'll still be under blogger, tho.

Does it sound st-oo-pid?