Tuesday, September 28, 2010

This month hasn't been going smoothly for me.
If i had to describe it, it was terrible.

First, my diet somehow failed. It wasn't going as fast as i expected.

Secondly
, i dropped not a small amount of cash while walking on the street.

Lastly, working in F1 should be the most awesome thing that happened this month. However, i lost one small part of my life over there. And working in the event with my crews taught me another lesson. It's not a good experience, tho.

Because it's my first year in the event and because i'm new to everything. I needed help and support from my crews. They were fun, cool & nice people, really.

On the first day of work, i casually briefed them on how things work for me. I told them to feel free and easy bout working with me and another supervisor. And most importantly, not to feel pressurized because i don't like strict atmosphere. My actions told them i wanted an equal status and i wanted them to feel easy and try to put my status aside. I trusted them and treated them as friends.

Apparently, that was not how 1 out of the 8 of us thought things should work. The one person had to betray this trust by stealing. No, i don't know who is the one. As much as i hate the fact that my phone got stolen from my bag, i still hoped it was not stolen by my crews. Because there is this bond which was built up while working together. Disappointed.

I posted message on the wall telling (the one) how much my phone meant to me,etc. But it isn't working. I know it's kinda stupid. But i still hoped that he/she would feel for my loss but.. my phone hasn't been retrieve )':

Really, I'm still not recovering from this phone-lost-trauma. There are somethings in it which have not be backed up ): I miss my phone, very badly.