Yesterday.

Interviewed @ Luxasia Building.
Facial @ Aiman.
Lunch @ my place with Fav Girls, Pris&Wen.
Watched Confession Of A Shopaholic @ Cineleisure.

(Average)

If you're wondering why i can blog as and when i like,
it's because over some reasons(personal), i quitted my job. (I'm not fired!)
Anyway, i'm dropping by Bugis St tmr (:
Visit colleagues(Esp, Pi&Lia) and neighbours. As well as take pictures with them :D!

Vos In Blue Blaze,

Don't compare the past with the future.

After like knowing him for years, (since i'm 14?)
finally had a good chat with him last night.

' Computer Warriors ' - Both of us.

Anyway, Cheer up! Remember what i've told you okay?

Speak up, Voice Out !

Mel.C is out :D
(Jump for Joy)

Replies of tags (:

-: dun use photobucket alr. cannt c ur pics at al
Alrights. I've removed it for the time being. Thanks, anw.
Fabulously: what happen to you? you sound so sad and stressed.. chill! cheer up ok? There're still people who really love and care for you.
(: I know there are. Thank you.
..: ya.. why're you so stressed up? Dun worri.. I think your friends are right!! you will be fine
I'm fine now. Thank you.
shiqi: hey! what's wrong with you?
Nothing's wrong. Perfectly fine :D
t Shine: You are great you know? You dance well and played hard like the world doesn't concern you. Stay on being cheerful!
I dance like hippo. (: Thanks !
...: dont think so much..
Okay. I'll think lesser. LOL! Chill ~
Passerby: heys, what the name of this blog song? so relaxing..
Er? Actually, i don't know ley. Sorry!
Hie: You not working in bugis alrd?
Yes. I've quitted.

Love To All.

Gone were the Sundays.

No plans for today ):

Practically, i behaves like a lazy bum today.
- woke up at 4pm
- on the computer. Watched Dvd.
- Black out. I screamed.
- Thunders & Rains.
- Went back to sleep.
- Woke up at 6.30pm.
- Ate a box of grapes and 6 pieces of watermelon.
- Next thing you see, i'm in the toliet.
- Watched TV.
- Blogging now.

My second attempt to create a Facebook account.
I seriously think that i'm a noobshit. I can't figure out what's going on in there.
I merely clicked ' skip this step ' while signing up and all my friend requests are gone ):
Well, i think i've to click here and there to get hang of it.

Over to Brell's crib now.
(: Ciaos.

Covered in tears and bruises,

It's not me putting on a mask, faking a smile, smiling at you.
I just hope i don't get this from anyone of you.


Like what x suggested,
I should just keep my hands off such complications.
Apparently, they've given me assurance like they believed me.
I should respect and do the same too.
On the other hand, feelings are telling me, they just want this to be put to an end.
I hope i'm wrong wrong wrong about this.

I'm a drifter. Distanced so far away from them now.
Can anyone hold me back ?

You've crossed the border line.

Thank you love(s).
I'm fine now. Till then, i wouldn't know.

Don't doubt me.
I never done harm to anyone.
And definitely no one in our clique.

I just got out and i really don't wish to see anyone getting hurt.
Not him or anyone in our clique ): It's not me siding him/ ~
I just feel that he hasn't done anything wrong.
Or maybe i haven't got the full story from anyone yet.
But my feeling tells me, nobody's at fault.
We're just having communication break down.

I miss the past where we'll have lepak session at 541/Geylang.
Fishing at Lower Pierce. Most of the time we'll be sitting in a circle,
talking about everything._. & heart-heart talk which i loved the most.
Although we had internal conflicts among us but it dissolved quickly.
We get to know each other more through this talk especially when we got
large numbers of people in our clique. It's always oh-so-fun with you people around.
& You guys know i really really love each and everyone of you.
(:

I wish all these won't go 'boom' and disappear the next moment.
I want these good memories and all of you to stay now till as long as we can be.
Never Never Apart - you remember?

It's things we did and said making me smile, again.

I racked through my brain when i reached home after partying last night.
I wondered if i'd put up a brave front and battle through the tough fight i'm facing.
I always thought i could be strong. Stronger than anyone, however,
.
.
.
I can be strong. I can bear the weight of the problems of others and not collapse.
Far from it, I can be perfectly happy.
Sometimes, though, other's problems get a little too close to me, involve me..
Or I have to go chasing after the reasons to find a solution.
Sometimes people start expecting too much from me. I'm not a miracle worker.
Far from it, I'm full of flaws - we all are.
How can you expect me to cope with whatever you can't?

Sometimes things like this happen.
I can't eat properly, I can't sleep in fear and doubt of strange dreams that turn my world upside-down over and over, until I don't even know if it was right-side up to begin with. Sometimes I get so tired.
I can be strong, but sometimes I'm just too tired to be strong.
I can only just hold the weight of my own mind, let alone their problems.
Times like these are when I wish I could slide my worries down to the next person in line,
but I'm afraid of them ending up like me.

Whoever decided that thoughts could be so heavy?

But I'll force my fears aside, though they're justified
'Cause I'm too tired to be this strong..
Emilie Autumn

07'
Love, you taught me how to lie.

Work had been bad.
Boss got sucky attitude during most of the times.
& I always get the worst of him. Fuck.
Ling left. Entertainment got lesser.
Cecelia came. Still not so bad, though.

I don't think i got pictures to share this time.
I haven't got pictures from anyone yet ):
Asap, okay?

I got a quip to share with you guys.
I'm back to square once again.
Or rather, i haven't stepped out of the boundary.
It's not like i never try, I DID. It failed.
After going a big round about, It's still K.
决定的,最终还是做不到.
Please laugh at me. (even though it's not funny) At least i'd feel so much better.
Take it as i'm being really stupid. Laugh Out Loud.

So he's fine now. Court date postponed again.
I don't know if i'll get to see him any time soon.
Because I ... Well, i don't want to share.
But can you guys do me a favour ? Pray for me.
Pray that i'll be safe. Pray that you guys still can read my post after 25th. Pray that history will not repeat itself on shine. Pray the best for me.
Pray hard for me. Do it, k? Thanks :D

Shine's heading down to Double O now.
See you guys a week later. Miss me.

If time does the changes,

then why do i feel the same?

Rely on me,

In another 2 hours,
Shine will leave for Malaysia to attend Cousin's wed :D
Shine is going there on her own. Momsy went over already.
Shine's Scare and Excited. (My first time)
&&
Shine will bring gummies back. Be good and queue up.
(:

Oh, i got a porter international bag which i'm wanting to sell.

Got it a few months back. Still in wraps. Haven't used it once before.
(Don't ask why. Because i don't know.)
It's in tip-top condition.
Just take a look,

The front,

Still in its wrap,

Inside,

See, i still got the price tag on,

Anyway, i'm not planning to earn any profit,
I just want to sell it away at a reasonable price,
so, don't worry, you name your price & we'll negotiate okay?


I can send you more pictures of it if you think it's not enough.
(: If interested/ any queries,
just drop me a tag with your email/no.
I'll get back to you asap (:

Sometimes i just wonder why do people take my patience as a joke.
Just because i have high limits of tolerance level doesn't mean i don't get angry.
Remember it , okay? Don't go overboard.

Work so far had been good.
I guess because i've got really nice colleagues.
HAHAHA! At times, we can be really zany-ish.
Show you some of our pictures.
-Weiting.

She can be a nuisance at times. Esp, when she starts screaming.

-Joyce.
I got another colleague, shuling.
I couldn't get her picture ):

When surfing net and happen to chance upon XMM's prof,
We imitated. Wthf! I bet you must be laughing your head off now.

Wandering around streets after work,

when we were early birds,

Then we get really bored,

That's how life at bugis str goes by (:
Tired, frustrated and all defeated by these people :D
They somehow became 1/3 of my life.

Still,

It's them,

I really miss.

{The feeling so wrong, like they don't need me anymore.
With or without me, still feels the same to them.}