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I got an uneasy feeling at the pit of my stomach.
I'm not unwell. I just don't feel right. I feel like ___.
You can never find a word that can be filled in.
The 28th times i'm backspacing.
Backspaced because i don't know what to type.
Backspaced because i think i shouldn't rant about it.
Backspaced because sunday night was a horrible night.
(After that call to vee)

Name me an idiot, a bitch and anything you wish to.
I should be because you made me one. This will be the last time.
I did everything i could but all i got back was a heart-attack.
Fine. I'll move on.

): I still can't upload peektures.


I'm having off tomorrow again. I should be happy because i get 2 days off this week.
BUT...
I got a feeling that boss don't need me anymore. & at anytime of anyday,
i might have to pack up my stuff and leave that place ): I don't waaaaaaaant! (close eyes)

I'm starting to love my colleagues and my job. It's so relax over there.
It's like a cafe for girls to gossip. And if i feel thirsty/hungry, i can get anything i want.
Or maybe if the cafe gets busy or if we have to squeeze through chairs and table, just make a loud beep and we'll get our way through the crowd. Easy task.
Colleagues are understanding people(: They listen though sometimes they don't.

Ahhhh. I shouldn't read so much into it.
I should tuck myself under my blanket now.
Goodnight folks.



/* Edited.
Hooooorayyyy! I can upload pictures alreadyyyyyyy :D
Let me continue my post.

Valentines' day this year falls on a Saturday.
Cheers for couples who celebrated it :DD Well, i don't have a date.
Not sad nor am i bored. Shine's got the most wondrous people embracing me on V.day (:
Presents from colleagues and friends :) Counting down for GeneyZie's 19th Birthday.
So it was usual people meeting up after work outside Double O.
Went to Zirca instead. Because we couldn't get in as entries were only to 20 years old and above. Nonetheless, it was fun over at the other club.

The DJ looks really cool under this light uh?

See how people enjoy his music,

So, this is a treat from us. Graveyard.

So he was forced to finish everything.

You know what happened next? He finished half cup and bla- you see merlion :D

On the 15th,

Happy 19th Birthday, Zie <3

Shine lovelove you.

Had a re-celebration for him on Monday :) Haven't got pictures from anyone yet.
Shall show you guys some overdue peektures.

W.T sibei irritating onexzs.

So when boredom conquers,

& Jaaaaaap comes to visit us.
How comfortable for you righttttt?! I had a hard time handling you.

Deny Naxxtixx - I'm not suppose to say his full name.
He always trick me into seeing the 'OK' sign ):

He's the boss i've mentioned.
Now he looks more like a bangala to me.

Enough said. I should rush over to somewhere now.
(: Aowen is waiting for meeeeeeeeee.

Hello Folks, Shine's back to blogging (:

I'm having my once-in-a-week-off, thats why i'm here blogging.
I got 189720283 things to rant about. Oh. And pictures too.
Shit. Now i don't know which and how to start.
We'll start with what i have in hands, okay?

On the 10th,

Happy 20th Birthday, KC <3

Headed to the street behind Bugis for dinner, Steamboat.

Pictures with the girls,

More like snatching than picking of foods.

You see the crowd of people.

and then you start munching on foods you cooked.

Blah~

Oh, We splited ourselves into a side of boys and girls.

If you're wondering whose pot is this, it's from the girl's side.
We actually burnt our food x: LOL!

After dinner was present-awarding session.

Then followed by a group picture.

Went over to cine for movie (: Caught the show-Underworld.

With these lot of people,

They really make my day :D

Boat Quay on Friday(13th) was with the same old people.
Pictures were not taken with people who were there except Na Bai & Fish
& Majority of the pictures were solo picture of Shine. (I'll show you 1 or 2 later)


So candid, i likeeeeeeeee :D

Someone beside our table got a uber cute balloon,
I like because it's cute and it comes with a big K.

Shine's photo. Here you go,

When companion K mix with alcohol, you'll get this after effect.
I think i look really retarded. Laugh for all you want.


What happened to my blogger ): I can't seem to be able to add any image on any post ):
How ? Is it because i've used up the space i'm given or is it because there's problem w it ):
Aww, i want to blog leyyyyyyyy ):


Well, after umpteen times of trying, it's still not working.
I guess i'll just leave the rest of the part for the next post.
Till then, readers have to bear with this short post (Pouts)
Or maybe, any smart alex can teach me what to do?

Better to burn out than to fade away.

Work had been really bad.
Deduction of pay had rise to $5 ever since shine was late followed by a long toliet break.
Mind you. First timer okay! (Angry face)
10 minutes for an hour pay. At my disadvantage. How unreasonable.
Boss is a jerk at times and i'd really wish to fly a punch on his face.

Things haven't been running smooth for me(Plenty of sad faces)
I guess 'trust' had lost it's way finding me. They don't trust me.
& due to long working hours, i'm spending lesser time with love ones.
I feel huge gaps between me and friends. It's like we don't talk as much anymore.
Shine abhors. I want to get back times like before i started working.
But you see, they're all attached now. Stop this.

Oh. Still a year to his discharge. Waiting for that joker to be out.
It's funny how fate plays a joke on both of them. A year after a year.
Guess, it's a test. Oh wells. It's okay, R. We'll be nice to I. She can join me for V.day (:
Be good, okay. Love&Misses to you.

Then it's club, again. Prolly old and useless now. I don't really enjoy life like this.

I prefer lepak-ing. Sitting down for some bitching session and talk anything under the sun.
(Although i used to hate that alot when they suggest 541. Now i miss times back then.)
Sharing secrets, taking retarded peekie and doing stupid stunts...

He got a new girlfriend, again. Yes. Fast. Very.
I heard that she's a gxngstxr x: ( i din't say she is, i crossed up the word)
Anyway, i think he's very disgusting. I offered to pay for his full body check-up fees,
doubt he'll go for it anyway. Lest after he finds out he got it positive he'd be upset.
Anyway, being ironic, like what vee says ' SO? YOU LIKE WHAT! '
-.- Shine still misses K

& 2 more days to my bestest birthday. I'm looking forward to it manxzs.
Because it'll be pictures pictures and more pictures with him :D

Love to YCH <3

You'll be safe,

Shine feels like blogging but don't know what to blog about.
I'm tired. I feel like sleeping but brother still wants to use comp.
I'm back from malaysia and i brought back many gummies.
I can share with you if you want (: (Grin widely at me and you'll get it)

Shine miss K. Alot of K(s) for shine to miss. Fuck.
I don't know what i'm saying. You get what i'm saying?
Whatever. I'm going to bed now.