Hello existing souls.

Life hasn't been good. Why?
Now, read me.

•   I'm down with rashes all over my face.
  Both cheeks are swelling which makes my lips out of place. Distortion.
  You can imagine a hot air balloon with polka dots now. -laugh your ass at me now-

• I am not feeling good about myself.
  I am having this binge eating disorder_|_
  It's already bad nuff' to gain back the weight i lose at a fast rate.
  The worst part is, i don't know what causes me to binge eat.

• I'm spending my money to nowhere.
  If i had only bought a few items then where are the remaining cash?
  K, so i think i am a ah sia kia who gets $500 allowance from my sibey rich parents,
  & apart from that, i can swipe credit/visa card to get any/everything.
  Back at reality, I am squeezing out the tiny bits from my (skinny) piggy bank, now.
  I just realize that i'm almost using up all my savings. (For my degree & for slimming.)
  Naiseee(Y) 

• Few dickholes think that i am a mama san.
  Eh seriously, are you paying me the same rate or higher than the market rate paid to the mama san(s)?
  Else, you think i have A' class whores around me?
  Really, fuck off. I'm not paid to work as a Mama neither am i out to sell my girlfriends.

I'm not ready to face the world yet.
I know time is running out but i ......

still need some time to grow up.